sigh

I miss real, true love style kisses. I always think little kisses with other nice boys will suffice, but man, I miss the real deal. eleven and a half more months...I miss my honey.

Ramblings

I MISS MATTHEW!I was ready for bed at 9:30...why am I still on the computer two hours later? I should have gone to the gym tonight. And not binged on s'mores bars. Why did my mom make those things when she knows we are all on diets? Why do i think its okay to blame mom for my own lack of self control? I better test and have a shot to cover all that crap. I love how I binge on treats then sit in front of the tv and watch the biggest loser. What is wrong with me? So glad I have work off tomorrow. I need to get some stuff done.

Envy

I have engagement envy. EVERYONE is getting married this year, it seems. If only my boyfriend were home already. Also, still baby hungry. I keep having dreams about a baby girl. What the crap? Haha I need Matt to come home so I can get this dream family started with him. One more year :D Can you believe that? I hope it flies.

Day 2-A song that you hate

I don't understand why this is one of the top christmas songs. It literally has nothing to do with Christmas. I love listening to christmas music, but when this one comes on, I have to turn it off.

Last Christmas- Wham!

Day 1- Your favorite song

I'm assuming this means favorite of all time, but that is an impossible question. So I will tell you my favorite song of the moment. Actually, its probably my favorite of the year. Its just so adorable and happy. If the moon fell down tonight -Chase Coy

Music

Hello, 30 day music challenge. I'll blog about real life eventually.
"It's the 30 day music challenge. Everyday for the next 30 days I'm going to dedicate a post to a certain song, according to this list:"


Day 1 - Your favorite song

Day 2 -A song that you hate

Day 3 - A song that makes you happy

Day 4 - A song that makes you sad

Day 5 - A song that reminds you of someone

Day 6 - A song that reminds you of somewhere

Day 7 - A song that reminds you of a certain event

Day 8 - A song that you know all the words to

Day 9 - A song that you can dance to

Day 10 - A song that makes you fall asleep

Day 11 - A song from your favorite band

Day 12 - A song from a band you hate

Day 13 - A song that reminds you of a breakup.

Day 14 - A song that no one would expect you to love

Day 15 - A song that describes you

Day 16 - A song that you used to love but now hate

Day 17 - A song that you hear often on the radio

Day 18 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio

Day 19 - A song from your favorite album

Day 20 - A song that you listen to when you're angry

Day 21 - A song that you listen to when you're happy

Day 22 - A song that you listen to when you're sad

Day 23 - A song that you want to play at your wedding

Day 24 - A song that you want to play at your funeral

Day 25 - A song that makes you laugh

Day 26 - A song that you can play on an instrument

Day 27 - A song that you wish you could play

Day 28 - A song that reminds you of summer.

Day 29 - A song from your childhood

Day 30 - Your favorite song at this time last year

Random thoughts.

1. I love my big sister. She has always been there for me, and I love that I can honestly call her my best friend.

2. I love my little sister too, but we are not so much best friends. I'd like to change that.

3. I used to be able to call my mom my best friend. I still love her dearly, but quite frankly she's been driving me crazy. I think our relationship would be much improved by my moving out.

4. I miss Matt.

5. I want to be married. Is it too soon to be feeling baby hungry? I think I'm nuts.

6. I REALLY hope I get a nanny job soon. Maybe that would settle my "wanna be a mommy" type feelings. And also move me away from home. And give me a purpose in life. Not to mention money. Lots of money.

7. I really miss Matt.

8. My face is broken out worse than it's ever been in my life. WHY????

9. Excited for Glee tonight. Brittany Spears episode. yayness.

10. I love Matt! And I hope I get a letter this week.

That is all.