sigh

I miss real, true love style kisses. I always think little kisses with other nice boys will suffice, but man, I miss the real deal. eleven and a half more months...I miss my honey.

Ramblings

I MISS MATTHEW!I was ready for bed at 9:30...why am I still on the computer two hours later? I should have gone to the gym tonight. And not binged on s'mores bars. Why did my mom make those things when she knows we are all on diets? Why do i think its okay to blame mom for my own lack of self control? I better test and have a shot to cover all that crap. I love how I binge on treats then sit in front of the tv and watch the biggest loser. What is wrong with me? So glad I have work off tomorrow. I need to get some stuff done.

Envy

I have engagement envy. EVERYONE is getting married this year, it seems. If only my boyfriend were home already. Also, still baby hungry. I keep having dreams about a baby girl. What the crap? Haha I need Matt to come home so I can get this dream family started with him. One more year :D Can you believe that? I hope it flies.